14. Preparation for departure
Thick drop on oak leaves
from the biggest fattest raindrops
that fall and vibrate the branches, so tall above me,
walking below in the woods.
Emulating the drops falling out of my eyes, along my temple,
and down my cheeks,
around my ears and down my neck.
These days are silent and viscous.
They hold all of the memory that my heart wants to keep
but my mind wants to shed.
I ask, please, for a little peace.
What do I do?
Fade into another memory or dive in and allow both memories and
The Present cascade around me?
Rushing loud, the water fall.
Watching the cathedral of trees
with their red and green and yellow and orange and brown tapestries,
I breathe in to pray breathe out
and can feel your chest moving along with mine.