11. When you poke light through the stars
Connected in secret with all of the matter underneath,
a web forms that holds the light in suspension
and guides its movement.
It’s the trace of the breath of the start of everything,
and it surrounds us
and we can’t see it.
But can hear it and feel it in the echo of
the space behind the sternum
at the base of the belly
that twists when we exhale. We can feel each other there.
The silence is as old as the universe and ever expands
to connect every
that has ever existed, in how
we exist.
When the echo sounds I lift my eyes and look
at a 45 degree angle towards the sky
or the ceiling
or wherever that gaze falls and
almost can see your eyes looking in the same direction.
Maybe at a different part of the day,
maybe when we’re sleeping.
It’s the same, though, our patterns and movements
cut from different cloths but clothed in the same stillness and
breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out-
can you feel the stillness echo at the same time your chest moves?
and all of the images of life that we attach with each other
flood into view
as a movie reel with a bittersweet theme.
It’s that echo
resonating throughout our bodies and all of the dark matter,
only dampened, temporarily, when we become distracted
by the starlight
hoping the memory stays alive long enough
until we meet again.